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This is a very common thought amongst aces. If asexuality is described as a lack of sexual attraction, and you don’t know what sexual attraction is, how can you be sure you’re not feeling it? Maybe you’re feeling it right now, you just don’t know that’s what it is. (Or is that just heartburn…?)
Most people who’ve felt it describe it as being a distinct feeling, and that you’ll know it when you feel it. This includes some gray-aces and demis, who’ve sat on both sides of the table. However, “You’ll know it when you feel it” isn’t a great description, and probably doesn’t help much.
Here are some of the ways people who’ve felt it have described sexual attraction:
- A strong desire to have sex with them.
- A strong sense that you want them.
- A electric spark or a lightning bolt.
- A strong desire to be physically close.
- A strong desire to do things involving genitals with them.
- A need to touch them.
- Everything they do makes you think of sex.
- A strong pull towards them.
- Arousal at the thought/sight of them.
- A feeling that your rational mind is being overridden by downstairs.
- A funny/good/warm sensation in the stomach.
- Like there’s actually a magnet attracting you to them.
- You want them inside you or want to be inside them.
- Feeling hungry for them.
- Can’t look away and don’t want to be away.
- They become the only thing that matters.
- Various “roar”, “wow”, “phwoar”, “aah-oooh-gah” noises happening in their heads and/or crotch.
Certainly, some of these can describe something else, like love or a strong friendship. But in many cases, people describe it as something strong, distinct, and sexual in nature, and that combination might be helpful in distinguishing it from more run-of-the-mill feelings.. For instance, a cute puppy might make you want to touch them and create a warm/good feeling of happiness in your stomach, but you probably don’t want to have sex with the cute puppy.
It’s also noteworthy that many of these descriptions get a lot of “me too”s from people who had initially described sexual attraction differently. That indicates that there is some sort of recognition of a common underlying force at work. In other words, sexual attraction doesn’t feel like one of these, it sort of feels like all of these swirled together, in a way that’s impossible to accurately put into words.
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